Crash

I feel like I'm falling.

I'm burning bridges.

I'm pushing people away.

I'm self destructing.

I can't shake off the feeling of failure.

I can't shake off the fact I'm worrying about everything.

I feel like I'm pushing away the girl I'm falling in love with.

I feel like I want to be alone, yet when I'm alone, I hate it.

I feel like I'm so fucking jealous of everything.

I feel like I'm in a cage.

I feel pretty useless most of the time.
I feel like I'm not very good at anything.

I feel I'm close to falling into what happened in early 2010.

I'm feeling angry.

I feel lonely.

I feel paranoid.

I feel I'm judged upon appearance and not personality.

I feel like I'm biting my tongue.

I feel my moods are fucking with the people around me.

I'm nervous.

I'm panicking.

I'm acting reckless.

I'm self involved.

I can't stop focusing on negatives.

I don't see positives.

I hang on to every bad word that's said.

I need someone to talk to.

Why? I don't know.