It's all I do. Someone says something, SNAP!
I'm hanging on to every word people say, I've always been like it but it's worse at the moment and it's causing me to be reckless with everything I do. I have to admit, I fear that the way I'm acting at the moment is gonna sabotage everything I have.
Not gonna lie, I feel like I'm a constant man period and it's fucking annoying. I feel a little unsettled and lost, and I know I'm not the only one.
I don't know if I'm misjudging situations, reading into things that aren't there or in general being stupid. The worst part is, I'm aware of me thinking I could be wrong and it's frustrating because I still can't think that and then think 'Oh I'm just being stupid', because I continue to question things. I read something recently, 'Secrets don't always destroy things.. Suspicion does'. That is so true, and I hate that I feel like that.
Anyway, I need to sort this out or I can kiss goodbye to all the good things in my life.
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